I'm not sure what to think about this, or what to do with this information. So...depressing. So...final. Ioan has, basically, been my idea of perfection since way back when I first saw him in Titanic, and of course I obsessed over him incessantly in his Horatio Hornblower days. (Sorry, Becks, I know you were there first and all.) Now what am I going to do? What am I going to hope for? What have I got to live for? Sadness all around!